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He was scarcely conscious of the fact that he wanted to show off before Hayward, borussia dortmund winter jacket but when he took him round the galleries he poured out to him all the revolutionary opinions which himself had so recently adopted. He took him to Manet s borussia dortmund winter jacket Olympia and said dramatically I would give all the old masters except Velasquez, Rembrandt, and Vermeer for that one picture. Who was Vermeer asked Hayward. Oh, my dear fellow, don t you know Vermeer You re not civilised. You mustn t live a moment longer without making his acquaintance. He s the one old master who painted like a modern. He dragged Hayward out of the Luxembourg and hurried him off to the Louvre. But aren t there any more pictures here asked Hayward, with the tourist s passion for thoroughness. Nothing of the least consequence. You can come and look at them by yourself with your Baedeker. When they arrived at the Louvre Philip led his friend down t. he Long Gallery. 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Philip was no longer interested in art it seemed to him that he was able to enjoy beauty with greater force than when he was a boy but art appeared to him unimportant. He was occupied with the forming of a pattern out of the manifold chaos of life, and the materials with which he worked seemed to make preoccupation with pigments and words very trivial. Lawson had served his turn. Philip s friendship with him had been a motive in the design he was elaborating it was merely sentimental to ignore the fact that the painter was of no further interest to him. Sometimes Philip thought of Mildred. He avoided deliberately the streets in which there was a chance of seeing her but occasionally some feeling, borussia dortmund winter jacket perhaps curiosity, perhaps something deeper which he would not acknowledge, made him wander borussia dortmund winter jacket about Piccadilly and Regent Street during the hours when she might be expected to be there. 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The secretary was a pleasant little man with a black beard, whom Philip had always found very affable. He congratulated him on his success, and then said I suppose you wouldn t like to do a locum for a month on the South coast Three guineas a week with board and lodging. I wouldn t mind, said Philip. It s at Farnley, in Dorsetshire. Doctor South. You d have to go down at once his assistant has developed mumps. I believe it s a very pleasant place. There was something in the secretary s manner that puzzled Philip. It was a little doubtful. What s the crab in it he asked. The secretary hesitated a moment and laughed.
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